Wednesday, November 25, 2009

On Bended Knees

There are some things you get used to. Other things, you simply can't find a proper reason to understand.

Beggars ain't no uncommon sight in Malaysia. Homeless people too, for that matter. You see them all around - Petaling Street, wet markets, train stations...basically, anywhere with a good flow of people.

I was warned that London is no exception. Don't trust beggars, they say.

'There was this once I dropped a beggar a quid. Right after that, he got up and hopped into a cab!' '

Oh! There was even this one time I saw a beggar using a cell phone! And a rather recent model, for that matter!'


On my side, I never really respected beggars. I've always found them lazy. When I see a beggar, in my head, I would instantly reflect on a lecture that my dad would always repeated to us children, 'You have one brain, the person beside you has one brain as well. If that person can achieve with that one brain, you can achieve with your one brain as well.'

I thought beggars are beggars (and deserve to be beggars) because they did not bother putting any effort into things at all. Their demeanor and disposition disgusted me sometimes. Most of them who are perfectly fine, would usually be slumped against an office building with a sign saying 'Homeless. Spare change please?'.

Ugghhh...they don't even bother saying what they want! Prime example of laziness!

But one day, on the way to uni, I saw something different.

I saw a beggar, dressed in stained, black clothing with soiled beanie over his head. He seemed perfectly fine, like most beggars in London. But one thing of him stood out - he had his kness pressed against the cold, concrete sidewalk. His body was bended with his head on the floor as well. In his hands was a Styrofoam cup, tightly held in front of his head.

Something about being in this position made things different. Being on bended knee, I know for a fact, is the most vulnerable position - with your body fully exposed to any kind of external force. Being on bended knee is painful. Being on bended knees takes effort.

Hmm...on bended knees...something to think about.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

It's Almost the End of the Year

And gosh, I have to say, my last year of being a teenager has been the most fulfilling year.

Ever.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

...anyway

(took it off Rose's blog)

“People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered. Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish ulterior motives. Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you’ll win some false friends and some true enemies. Succeed anyway.

If you’re honest and frank, people may cheat you. Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight. Build it anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous. Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow. Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough. Give the world the best you have anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it’s between you and God. It was never between you and them.”

(Mother Theresa)

Teach me to hold on to what I believe, and despite what other people say, continue to love You more and more simply because You are deserving of all my praise =)

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

I Should be Reading up on Public Law

Yes! Blog revamp! Well, slightly. Not 100% Satisfied with it yet. But anyhoos...a tad a day eh?

On another note, I've just checked my webstats today, and I realised that there are quite a lot of people visiting this blog in a day!!

Problem is, I never know who you are! So it will be really really nice if you can drop a little message in the comment box or cbox. I would really wanna give a big HELLLOOOOO plus my classic smiley face =)

Oh! Had Curry chicken yesterday, not bad, I have to say =) There's a budding chef in High Holborn yo!!

My flatmate, a German, and another, an Aussie, keep telling me that I put too much effort in my food. There was this once where we had free food in the common room downstairs, and my German flatmate came up to me and said, 'Did you prepare all the food today as well?'.

They're really really nice flatmates!! A shoutout to you guys! =)

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Rough Hands

I'M ORDERING PIZZA TOMORROW!! I AM NOT GOING TO WASH ANOTHER DISH!!

Sorry, future husband, you're not gonna get soft hands to hold.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

JOEL NG!!!

Hey bro, try to get the guitar bit for your sister, can? It's a cheesy song, but the acoustics' beautiful :)

Look, Mum!

I'm too lazy to explain what we had. All in all, good food, great people, awesome fun and LOTS of cleaning up =)

On tonight's menu, we have:-

Blackbean Chicken
Parsnip, Carrot and Sweet Soup
Spring Onion Omelet
Rice